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• A MM/MN FST by Zeda •
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hopeful• A Mello/Near + Mello/Matt FST Collection •
A two-part FST project dedicated to both Mello/Matt and Mello/Near, available either together or in broken-up parts, either song-by-song or bundle-by-bundle, for your enjoyment! I enjoy both of these pairings [and many more besides] in Death Note, and I'd love it if this small gesture can in any way bring a note of peace, at the very least in 'agreeing to disagree,' to two pairing fandoms that often find themselves at odds with one-another. From one fan of both to any fan of either, let's all remember - It's all about love! ♥
 MN SIDE 'A' • COMPLETE ZIPPED PACKAGE |
Individual Download Now its years since your body went flat And even memories of that Are all thick and dull All gravel and glass But who needs them now? Displaced, they're easily more safe The worst of it now I can't remember your face Return For a while, with the vertigo cured We were alive, we were pure The void took the shape of all that you were But years take their toll And things get bent into shape Antiseptic and tired I can't remember your face Return. You were supposed to grow old You were supposed to grow old Reckless, unfrightened and bold You were supposed to grow old [Return] You were supposed to return Individual Download You could be happy and I won't know But you weren't happy the day I watched you go And all the things that I wished I had not said Are played in loops 'til it's madness in my head Is it too late to remind you how we were? But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur Most of what I remember makes me sure I should have stopped you from walking out the door • Individual Download Are you beginning to get get my point That all this fighting with aching joints Is doing nothing but tiring us out No one knows what this fight's about It's so thrilling but also wrong Don't have to prove that you are so strong 'Cause I can carry you on my back After our enemies attack I tried to tell you before I left But I was screaming under my breath You are the only thing that makes sense Just ignore all this present tense Individual Download These city walls they cage us Into the streets with midnight on it's way Got nothing more than these empty [bottles/battles] where we'd hide forever This restless, reckless slow dance With reckless, restless romance Watching, holding, thinking but never knowing All our lives The fire's burning but it's so so so so cold in here All this time The fire's burning but it's so so so so so so so so so damn cold Individual Download Of all the people who are living in this place I had to fall in love with one specific face All of the things that we will never do All of the words I'll never say to you All of the places we will never see All of the songs you'll never sing to me Individual Download A warning sign You came back to haunt me and I realized That you were an island and I passed you by You were an island to discover Come on in I've gotta tell you what state I'm in I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones That I started looking for a warning sign Individual Download And even though the moment passed me by I still can't turn away I saw all the dreams you never thought you'd lose Tossed along the way Letters that you never meant to send Lost or thrown away And now we're grown up orphans That never knew their names We don't belong to no one That's a shame You could hide beside me Maybe for a while And I won't tell no one your name I won't tell them your name Scars are souvenirs you never lose The past is never far Did you lose yourself somewhere out there? Did you get to be a star? And don't it make you sad to know that life Is more than who we are You grew up way too fast And now there's nothing to believe And reruns all become our history A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio And I won't tell no one your name And I won't tell 'em your name I won't tell them your name I think about you all the time But I don't need the same If it's lonely where you are Come back down And I won't tell them your name Individual Download There in the frame of your face in the cast of your eyes I saw this coming but still I am caught by surprise All of this time I knew That I’d be losing you That doesn’t mean that it’s okay That doesn’t mean I’m ready Fold my heart up small Or break it into pieces Find somewhere and keep it there Take it when you go Individual Download Did you ever think of me As your best friend Did I ever think of you I'm not complaining I never tried to feel this vibration I never tried to reach your eden Did I ever think of you as my enemy Did you ever think of me I'm complaining Individual Download Something inside of me Is telling me I’ve got something I need to prove. But I’m so full of greed What do I need? What am I gonna do? I’m so hungry I could die I need the power you supply My obsession is complete Take it into me Now it’s not going down the way you want it to I’m still after you Now your secret is out, you are forbidden fruit I’m still after you I’m still after you I got this evil grin I’m full of sin Ready to take you down I hide in the wings Of gods and kings And pull you underground I could live a million years Put away my mortal fears My obsession is complete Need to taste immortality Take it into me |
 MM SIDE 'B' • COMPLETE ZIPPED PACKAGE | We're All Going Down • INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD Burnt to a crisp I can't sleep from the sound Of the train of thought inside of me So I grab the keys as the clock It starts to smile 5 in the am seems so surreal Where the red lights are friends With the automobiles And they just want you to stop And say 'hi' for a while 'Cause we just want to be heard And act like we're better Than anyone else, not to feel lower So laugh when they cry Jump when they're down Smile when they frown We're all going down We're all going down The Dark • INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD Ashes to ashes Some dust on the dash I've got my cigarettes but I can't find the fire that's calming me down I was just out on a night with my friends You are still out on a night with your friends and you don't seem to tire when I'm not around I'm under the tunnel I'm holding my breath INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD Said you're burnin' up inside and no one seems to tell You're living from a personalized manual from hell Life is pretty easy when it's from my easy chair And you're burnin' up inside and no one cares Said you had enough this time 'cause time don't treat you well You always cried coincidence, while I drew parallels Life, it seems so easy when it's from my easy chair And you're burnin' up inside, burnin' up inside Burnin' up inside and you hurt me (Really hurt me) (Oh, you hurt me) Try to take my hand tonight, I'll show you where to start 'Cause every word that left your lips is like a needle through my heart INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD I think I'm drowning Asphyxiated I wanna break this spell That you've created You're something beautiful A contradiction I wanna play the game I want the friction You will be the death of me INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD I can't remember when it was good Moments of happiness elude Maybe I just misunderstood All of the love we left behind Watching the flash backs intertwine Memories I will never find So I'll love whatever you become And forget the reckless things we've done I think our lives have just begun I think our lives have just begun And I feel my world crumbling I feel my life crumbling I feel my soul crumbling away And falling away Falling away with you Staying awake to chase a dream Tasting the air you're breathing in I know I won't forget a thing INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD How long did we all think this all would last Who could have counted days as they flew past But before we go, sing us a song. Sing us a song to hum through the hours of dying. Who would have though it'd come as such a show A pink and silver day... who was to know Even as we go, sing us a song. Sing us a song, to hum through the hours of dying. • INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD When I watch you, I wanna do you right where you're standing (yeah) Right on the foyer, on this dark day, right in plain view (oh yeah) Of the whole ghetto. The boots stomp meadows, but we ignore that (yeah) You're lovely, baby. This war is crazy. I won't let you down (Oh no no) No, I won't let them take you, won't let them take you Should they kill me, your love will fill me, as warm as the bullets (yeah) I'll know my purpose. This war was worth this. I won't let you down. No, I won't No, I won't No, I won't INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by The cigarette ash flies in your eyes And you don't mind, you smile And say the world doesn't fit with you I don't believe you, you're so serene Careening through the universe Your axis on a tilt You're guiltless and free I hope you take a piece of me with you And there's things I'd like to do That you don't believe in I would like to build something But you never see it happen And there's this burning Like there's always been I've never been so alone And I've I've never been so alive INDIVIDUAL DOWNLOAD I'm trying not to wonder where you are All this time lingers, undefined Someone choose who's left and who's leaving Memory will rust and erode into lists of all that you gave me A blanket, some matches, this pain in my chest The best parts of Lonely, duct-tape and soldered wires New words for old desires And every birthday card I threw away I wait in 4/4 time Count yellow highway lines that you're relying on to lead you home |
COMPLETE MNM FST COLLECTION ZIP PACKAGE • Fanart by ng • FST collected and presented by Zeda |
This, in hopes of clearing the air and offering something pleasant and peaceful to consider instead of the usual crap. ♥ It just happens that I finish this, ironically, now.
And oh god, such bang-on choices. Just reading the lyrics excerpt from "Motorcycle Drive By" made me wibble, and the lines
You're guiltless and free
I hope you take a piece of me with you
... give me fic bunnies in the worst way.
Thanks for sharing!
Best Flist Evar. =D
I'm glad that you enjoyed the mix! It's a pleasure to know that someone found it inspiring!